I returned and have never been the same. It is as if I changed places with someone?? I thought for a very long time that I could fly and tried and tried to fly. Yet, never did get off of the ground. I learned very quickly that I was not supposed to talk about things like that. Over the years, I have been extraordinarily gifted in ways that you can only imagine.
When I was about to turn 30, in November of 1997, it happened again. I was at a couple’s house. I kept telling them that there was something not right with their bull-mastiff dog. He was asleep under my legs by the couch. I reached over to the table and he came up and looked into the temples of my forehead. I was immediately in the black realm. It is the first part of my journey both times.
As soon as I arrived I began to plead over and over that I had responsibilities. I have children. I have responsibilities. The next thing, I was able to hear people around me saying, "She's dead. What are we going to do?". Then, I was in my body and aware. Blood was spurting out of the holes in my face and head with each beat of my heart. When I looked down, my hands were knarled up and I was having a stroke and in shock. When things calmed down, I had no facial features, just one big round ball. After this event, the only color of eyes that I saw were glowing green or red. People exhibited good that had green eyes and vice-versa. My family wanted to put me in an institution. I began to hear and know much more than the first time that I left. Yet, unlike the first time, I am the same person that left. I know it sounds strange, but if you enter the light I do not believe that all of you returns. This last time, I did not go because I was able to return. It’s hard to explain. My abilities were still increased.