Shown How Illnesses Start on an Energetic Level
I had cancer (Hodgkin's Lymphoma) and one morning I could not move. My husband rushed me to the hospital where after doing scans they diagnosed me with grade 4B lymphoma (the highest grade). The senior oncologist looked at my report and told my husband that it was too late and that my organs were shutting down. I only had 36 hours to live. However, the oncologist said he would do whatever he could but prepared my husband that I would most likely not make it, as my organs were no longer functioning. They started me on a chemotherapy drip as well as oxygen and took tests, particularly on my organ functions, to determine what drugs to use.
I was drifting in and out of consciousness during this time and I could feel my spirit actually leaving my body. I saw and heard the conversations between my husband and the doctors taking place outside my room, about 40 feet away and down a hallway. I was later able to verify this conversation to my shocked husband. Then I actually crossed over to another dimension where I was engulfed in a total feeling of love. I also experienced extreme clarity of why I had the cancer, why I had come into this life in the first place, what role everyone in my family played in my life in the grand scheme of things, and generally how life works. The clarity and understanding I obtained in this state is almost indescribable. Words seem to limit the experience - I was at a place where I understood how much more there is than what we are able to conceive in our 3-dimensional world. I realized what a gift life is and that I was surrounded by loving spiritual beings who were always around me even when I did not know it.
The amount of love I felt was overwhelming and from this perspective I knew my powerful nature and saw the amazing possibilities we as humans are capable of achieving during a physical life. I found out that my purpose now would be to live heaven on earth using this new understanding and also to share this knowledge with other people.
However, I had the choice of whether to come back into life or go toward death. I was made to understand that it was not my time but I always had the choice, and if I chose death, I would not be experiencing a lot of the gifts that the rest of my life still held in store. One of the things I wanted to know was that if I chose life, would I have to come back to this sick body because my body was very, very sick and the organs had stopped functioning. I was then made to understand that if I chose life, my body would heal very quickly. I would see a difference in not months or weeks, but days!
I was shown how illnesses start on an energetic level before they become physical. If I chose to go into life, the cancer would be gone from my energy, and my physical body would catch up very quickly. I then understood that when people have medical treatments for illnesses, it rids the illness only from their body but not from their energy so the illness returns. I realized if I went back, it would be with a very healthy energy. Then the physical body would catch up to the energetic conditions very quickly and permanently. I was given the understanding that this applies to anything, not only illnesses - physical conditions, psychological conditions, etc. I was shown that everything going on in our lives was dependant on this energy around us, created by us. Nothing was solid. We created our surroundings, our conditions, etc., depending on this energy. The clarity I received around how we get what we do was phenomenal! It's all about where we are energetically. I was made to feel that I was going to see proof of this first hand if I returned back to my body.
I knew I was drifting in and out, between the two worlds but every time I drifted into the other side I was shown more and more scenes. One scene showed how my life had touched all the people in it. It was sort of like a tapestry and showed how I affected everyone's lives around me. Another scene showed my brother on a plane having heard the news I was dying and coming to see me. (This was verified to me when I started to come round and my brother was there, having just got off a plane). I also saw a glimpse of my brother and I. Some how I understood it was a previous life, where I was much older than him and like a mother. (In this life, he is older than me). In that life I was protective of him. I suddenly became aware he was on the plane to come and see me and felt "I can't do this to him - can't let him come and see me dead." Then I saw how my husband's purpose was linked to mine and how we had decided to come and experience this life together. If I died, he would probably follow soon after.
I was made to understand this during the tests of my organ functions. The results were not back yet. If I chose life, the results would show that my organs were functioning normally. If I chose death, the results would show organ failure as the cause of death due to cancer. I was able to change the outcome of the tests by my choice. I made my choice. As I started to wake up, in a very confused state, I could not at that time tell which side of the veil I was on. The doctors came rushing into the room with big smiles on their faces saying to my family "Good news, we got the results and her organs are fnctioning. We can't believe it. Her body really did seem like it had shut down."
After that, I began to recover rapidly. The doctors had been waiting for me to become stable before doing a lymph node biopsy to track the type of cancer cells. They could not even find a lymph node big enough to suggest cancer. Upon entering the hospital my body was filled with swollen lymph nodes. They did a bone marrow biopsy again to find the cancer activity so they could adjust the chemotherapy according to the disease and there wasn't any in the bone marrow. The doctors were very confused but put it down as a sudden response to the chemo. Because they themselves were unable to understand what was going on, they made me undergo test after test, all of which I passed with flying colors and clearing every test empowered me even more. I had a full body scan and because they could not find anything, they made the radiologist repeat it again.
Because of my experience, I am now sharing with everyone I know that miracles are possible in your life every day. After what I have seen, I realize that absolutely anything is possible and that we did not come here to suffer. Life is supposed to be great and we are very, very loved. The way I look at life has changed dramatically and I am so glad to have been given a second chance to experience heaven on earth.